I'm tired of this. I don't know how to deal with it. I'm confused, I'm conflicted, and it all seems a little hopeless right now.
Every once in a while, comes a time in one's life when taking charge and getting back on track is necessary. That time has come, for me. It'll be difficult, but I just need to stick to my decision, come what may. I can't afford to have a relapse again.
Enough is enough.