I have been rather worried lately. Firstly, Ma's not been well. She has a cyst in her back, and has to undergo surgery to get it removed. Plus the surgery's not as minor as we think it is. It involves stitches, anaesthesia, and she probably needs to stay in hospital for a few days. I've never been good with medical stuff, and this is breaking me down even more, but I am staying strong for her sake. Plus, seeing her in pain is NOT my idea of fun. I'm just praying for the surgery to get over quickly, I want her to be her usual perky self again.
Then of course, there is the Macbeth project which is due - which I am not being able to get involved with much, because of Ma not being well. I feel terribly guilty, because the others seem to be doing most of the work. *sigh*
I am also worried because I have been feeling certain stuff lately, and I'm not completely sure what I should do about it. Perhaps I should not do anything at all? And just go along with the flow? But then there are intense moments of happiness, and equally intense moments of sadness which get to me, and I worry about how I shall get through this.
But there are hot baths, cuddly furry cats, text messages, friends and cheese to get me through all the worrying. *grin*
Then of course, there is the Macbeth project which is due - which I am not being able to get involved with much, because of Ma not being well. I feel terribly guilty, because the others seem to be doing most of the work. *sigh*
I am also worried because I have been feeling certain stuff lately, and I'm not completely sure what I should do about it. Perhaps I should not do anything at all? And just go along with the flow? But then there are intense moments of happiness, and equally intense moments of sadness which get to me, and I worry about how I shall get through this.
But there are hot baths, cuddly furry cats, text messages, friends and cheese to get me through all the worrying. *grin*
