Monday, 22 February 2010

When I Feel Worthless.

Some days, I get sudden bursts of wake-up calls, if you will- when the panic button inside me seems to go on overdrive, and I think, "Life is passing me by, and I've done nothing at all!" Such moments make me feel worthless and useless - and I feel like there's been no real point to my life so far, that I've achieved nothing, that my life is going nowhere. It's not really self-pity (I hardly ever indulge in that), it's more a vague sense of unease that time is ticking by, and I'm not making the most of it.
Today, I've had one such 'epiphany'. In light of that, I have decided to study harder, work more, read better, and basically be a better person. (I need to make the most of every opportunity! Life is calling, where am I?)
Yes, you can laugh now. I'm laughing myself, as a matter of fact.


Priyanka said...

Felt nice to the see the last line happen.

*points and laughs*

Choco Lava said...

I was checking out some funny quotes yesterday and came across this one - "Don't waste your precious life ONLINE"

Even I get such sudden wake up calls when I feel I have been wasting my time a lot not doing anything productive.


Leonardo said...

What do you want in life?

Vagabond said...

No, this isn't self-pity. Not one single bit.
Every night before going to bed,I wonder how much I should've but haven't done. :|

storyteller said...

Do I even need to mention I never have such moments of self realization? Gah,retard.(me)

Astraeus said...

realisations, ar ki


Magically Bored said...

@ Priyanka: Oh, go drown yourself. :P

@ Choco Lava: Amen to that.

@ Leonardo: The answer to that is not for this space. I shall tell you later. :)

@ Vagabond: Good to know I'm not alone. :)

@ Storyteller: This is why we belong together. <3

@ Astraeus: Haha, yes.