There is something rather nice about having the house to myself. Cooking for myself. Being completely independent, managing the shongshar, and handling Ma's work while she's away. I am having to remember a whole lot of issues at once, coordinate lots of things at the same time, and do many many jobs. It's tiring, it's stressing, it's difficult, but it's also exhilarating. I am feeling this sense of accomplishment.
I'm proud of myself.
Time to give myself a hug.