Showing posts with label Epiphanies. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Epiphanies. Show all posts

Thursday, 19 May 2011

Once these blasted exams get over, I'm going to wake myself up. I've been feeling a little lethargic lately, not physically but mentally - I'm slowing down, not doing the things I should be doing. Time-wasting can be nice sometimes, but right now- there is simply no time to waste and I need to wake up and get back on track. There's a lot that needs to be done, if I want to achieve even half my goals. I like being overworked, and most of the time, I welcome the stress - because it means that I'm making the time count.
In the meanwhile, a rainy day + a curled up furry cat + an evening out with close friends = much needed bliss. You guys know who you are. <3

Monday, 22 February 2010

When I Feel Worthless.

Some days, I get sudden bursts of wake-up calls, if you will- when the panic button inside me seems to go on overdrive, and I think, "Life is passing me by, and I've done nothing at all!" Such moments make me feel worthless and useless - and I feel like there's been no real point to my life so far, that I've achieved nothing, that my life is going nowhere. It's not really self-pity (I hardly ever indulge in that), it's more a vague sense of unease that time is ticking by, and I'm not making the most of it.
Today, I've had one such 'epiphany'. In light of that, I have decided to study harder, work more, read better, and basically be a better person. (I need to make the most of every opportunity! Life is calling, where am I?)
Yes, you can laugh now. I'm laughing myself, as a matter of fact.