Maybe.

Maybe I need a new way of thinking,

Maybe I need a brand new start.

Maybe I need to stop myself from sinking,

And maybe I need to just fall apart.

The Last Week...

Sometimes, the best things in life are unexpected, and throw your life off balance.
Sometimes, the best feeling is a quiet and comfortable peace, instead of the wild-overjoyed-highly saturated-happiness.
It's been overwhelming, and slightly difficult to get used to. But I think I shall manage well.
And hopefully it'll all work out right.
*keeps fingers crossed*

The Sign.

I'm thinking of getting a sign for myself.
One that says, "Danger! Wearer is hazardous to human beings."
Sometimes, I think I should be even more of a recluse than I already am, and not interact with people at all. Saves unnecessary and unwanted trouble. Unrealistic wish, I know. But might prove beneficial in the long run. It's a point to consider.

Bleh.

I'm tired of this. I don't know how to deal with it. I'm confused, I'm conflicted, and it all seems a little hopeless right now.
Every once in a while, comes a time in one's life when taking charge and getting back on track is necessary. That time has come, for me. It'll be difficult, but I just need to stick to my decision, come what may. I can't afford to have a relapse again.
Enough is enough.

:)

It's nice when something you've hoped for and wanted for a long, long time finally materialises. Even if it's not on those exact terms that you wanted it on, it's still a matter of joy. Because along the way, you learn to compromise and adapt - and of course, exploring such uncharted territory is fun!
Here's to the steps ahead.
Yes, I'm rather happy about the way it's finally worked out. *looks gleeful*

Messed Up.

I shall not succumb to temptation.
I shall not. Shall not.
Also, I shall not fall. It makes things way too complicated. And that's the last thing I need right now.
On quite a different note, I've found the Nivea strawberry lip balm I misplaced last week. Yaay!
The world may be messed up, but it's rather nice nonetheless. :-)

First Kiss

The much awaited first kiss.

I smile. And smile. And then smile a little more.

(And it wasn't mine, by the way, in case that's what you were thinking...)